I always babble in journals, but I suppose that's what they are for, are they not? I just wrote something for the first time in a while (besides my book)and it didn't come out at all like I thought it would. I was going to write another...loveish story but now I'm glad it didn't come out as one. i write about people in love too much, or getting hurt. I don't really know anything about being in love. Wish I did, but i don't really. I'm waiting for it to be 11:11. I have a wish to make and I keep missing it. So this time I'm hoping not to. I'm also rather nervous about seeing my friend soon because I now have a crush on him. It's rather silly to be honest. I also got a new phone, it's an LG Dare and I like it a lot. I do half miss my old phone thought. But I still have it in my drawer I've kept my hair salon soft all by myself and I love it. Now if i could just magically clear my face up....That would be nice. But they say I'll be over this phase soon enough. which sort of scares me sometimes. But who isn't a little scared of growing up? I used to be terrified by it but I'm ready now. I learned that I can be alone and not be miserable. It's a nice feeling knowing I don't have to be scared about being on my own someday. Still I don't really want to live alone. That would drive someone like me insane. I'd end up talking to the walls and such. Well I'm going to get off for the night I suppose. I probably will lie away in bed with my phone and ipod. Good night. And make a wish.